Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh ლ Hello Everyone !
I don't want to make a typical start like "Sorry for being MIA" or "It has been so long since the last time I write anything ..." but that is it! I am sorry for being MIA and I am sorry for not writing anything. As I renewing my blog by doing new template and rename it, I feel more excited to write, share and telling stories more often after this.
So here guys, as the tittle is Negative Covid-19 so you should know I am posting this entry during rmo day-9 I guess (I loss count alrdy =.=). So on 26th March 2020 is one of the date that I will never forget in my life. It is my bestfriend Covid-19's result came out after almost a week of waiting. And Alhamdulillah it turned out Negative. Phewww ...
So Jaja went to a class on one Sunday, her classmate was confirmed positive. She met me, lepak at my room after her class and we even shared our tiramisu cheesecake on that day. Can you imagine how I felt when she tell me about her classmate. So she went for the saringan on Tuesday I guess. She was told that the result will come out after 2/3 days. So she wait patiently. Super tenang while I was losing my appetite and overthinking. Who will not, right ?
While waiting for the result I keep monitor my health and seek for any symptoms. Even ntil the third day, Alhamdulillah I was perfectly fine. So does she. On the 11th day since the day she met the classmate and also me and Nad which means like after 4 or fifth day she went to the saringan, she can not stand the long wait call anymore. She contact the lab assistant directly and Alhamdulillah the result is negative.
I would like to share with you guys my panic and overthinking ass behaviour through out the waiting period. So on the day after Jaja informed that she need to go saringan, I made a call twice to Nad's phone. Yes my girlfriend who was also with me and Jaja on the day we met. So I told Nad about Jaja's friend and she is nothing but more pain in the ass making me more panic by telling me that she is having bad flu and diarrhea (listed as the symptoms) for the few days after met Jaja. So after we end call, my overthinking brain start to develop a scared feelings and went to the toilet to sneeze and Pomp ! I think I was having flu too. Like a real sudden after we end call.
few days after the day I thought I was having flu (which actually, I am not), I saw a tweet pass my timeline that my friend said he went to Red Zone area and he think his body temperature that time was worrying. Suddenly the next day I woke up, I have feelings that I am tired and feels like my body temperature is increasing too. haha.
On the forth day, I made a video call with Jaja and ask her how was she feeling that day. She answer me "Sihat je but I rasa I sakit dada.". Here it come again my overthinking and panic ass. After ifthar that day I feel like having trouble breathing (also listed as symptom). Padahal , I ma just over-eat guys.
Jaja, me and Nad during raya 2018
So after all the things that happened, Alhamdulillah she has been confirmed negative. From my story, You can actually conclude that your mindset is powerful. You are allowed to feel worry but never let that influence you. I know I macam cepat terpengaruh and yes plus with cepat gelabah. But I seek for distraction, I do what I love. I don't let the uncertainty lead me to no good. I made Bougasyaibeauty posting as usual and the most important is I controlled the information that might get into my mind. Ofcourse I know Covid-19 is dangerous but I never look at the number of new cases and number of death. I do always look at number of patients that were discharged and successfully recovered. I believe in Positive minds attract positive things.
I prays that Allah will get rid of this musibbah as soon as possible. We can find cure for this disease immediately and live our life as usual. InsyaAllah.
Do not lose hope and in Allah we trust.
Stay safe everyone and stay home until the rmo is over.
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| Jaja, me and Nad during raya 2018 |
